I went to the gym to blow off a little steam, my ticket was still pending, and when I got back I got a mail from a GM telling me they couldn't do anything about it and that I should be careful about who I trust,
I understand I feel a sort of emptiness inside after so much hours of hard work for that weapon. But in the end it's just and game and I should just try to enjoy it. I got a donation from someone's bank alt(won't give the name out in case) and I greatly appreciate it, I guess I will be back on the grind for this weapon again. Thanks to everyone for the support. I learned my lesson and I will try to be less trusting, I just taught this server was different.