This is a sincere open letter/apology to everyone

[Böw]

Hi everyone, hope your day is going just swell. Before you get all excited, this is not in fact a shit post. However, since it's not there will be nice meme filled comments, and I welcome those comments.

If you've been on the forums or have been around in game for a while, maybe talked to a few people, you've probably seen or heard of me and what I say or do on the forums and in game and all that. Long story short, I am a dank memer and trollerino and I unfortunately have this way about me that includes making people feel bad for no real reason. Sure at the time they might wipe a group or a raid and I get frustrated at that time, but I mean in the long run it doesn't matter.

As Pottu has told me, I should go outside more. Do things like, chill out, not eat so many cookies, that sort of thing. I've been guildless for close to 5 months, right? Since October I think. Whatever.

Anyway I took a nice break from the game and in that time did some serious things and if things had gone the way I wanted there would be no more bow in game or in real life for that matter, but I'm still here, along with my reputation.

I've been trying, since my attempt, to become a better person and take things a little easier. My postings on the forums I've been trying to have them not be aimed at certain individuals, but of course still at some people in the attempt to be inflammatory, shit posting, you know how it goes, don't feed the troll etc.

Fuck this post is too long.

Look.

I'm tired of my shitty reputation following me around. I have it because I deserve it, but I am trying really hard to be different so that I can enjoy the game again and not be a shitpile. There are lots of people that I would love to play with again, but unfortunately I took a shit on many bridges that I'm not sure I can rebuild.

I'm sorry if you've ever had a negative interaction with me. I know for 99% of the bad relationships that I Have with people that it's completely on me and I recognize that and want to work to make things better between us. I wish the list wasn't as long as it is right now, but odds are, you have an opinion of me, and its either "this guy is good at the game so I will tolerate his asperger-ish human interactions" or its "wow that guy is really annoying and a dick and blahbhlabla". So I'm offering up my apology to you, whoever is reading, and I would appreciate if you would accept it, and if you want to lay into me telling me I'm a dick, go ahead. Your post might get censored by the almighty pottu or leythia(Leythia is really good at censoring), so feel free to send me a PM or ingame mail with all you want and I won't hold it against you.

If you want to just talk about things in general or like let me know what I did wrong I will try my best to make it up to you. I just need to somewhat dump off or shift this reputation in another direction since I just want to play the game and raid with other competent players.


So again,

I'm sorry if we ever had a negative interaction, it's all on me, and I know why I have the reputation I have. Bring it up to me, or just lay into me with your insults or memes or whatever. I'd just like the server to not hate me anymore, if that's even possible, given the community(truth, not a burn).

im not a troll anymore
rip bow 2015-2016

[Muhsogyny]

who are you again

[Scheky]

literally who?

[mystgunner]

but seriously who are u

[TaurenRogue]

when trolls think some1 gives a f...

[Böw]

when trolls think some1 gives a f...

Well this is the best shot I have at doing anything about the situation since I've already fucked up enough as to where nobody wants to raid or party with me and I'm on everyone's ignore list so maybe I can get a second chance or maybe it won't work I don't know.

[Imbaslap]

when trolls think some1 gives a f...

[Rhoen]

Hey bow, belgrund here. Pally officer of blacklisted. To be honest I have heard "some" bad things about you, but nothing to the extreme from people in blacklisted. Happy to hear you are trying to change as a person and work at getting better, sorry to hear you've been going through some hard shit though. Anyway, most responses will be lulzy troll back responses but mainly its hard for people scanning random forums threads to care, I'd recommend maybe taking a break from the game =)? Go on a vacation somewhere or work for someplace far away? Or what helped me when I was enduring hard times, I volunteered at a soup kitchen and was a councilor for al-anon/alateen. Find some community service and do it. When you arent focusing on yourself and instead focus on helping others, it really helps your perspective.

[Böw]

Hey bow, belgrund here. Pally officer of blacklisted. To be honest I have heard "some" bad things about you, but nothing to the extreme from people in blacklisted. Happy to hear you are trying to change as a person and work at getting better, sorry to hear you've been going through some hard shit though. Anyway, most responses will be lulzy troll back responses but mainly its hard for people scanning random forums threads to care, I'd recommend maybe taking a break from the game =)? Go on a vacation somewhere or work for someplace far away? Or what helped me when I was enduring hard times, I volunteered at a soup kitchen and was a councilor for al-anon/alateen. Find some community service and do it. When you arent focusing on yourself and instead focus on helping others, it really helps your perspective.

I appreciate the lulzy troll responses even though they aren't clever or funny like mine would be if the roles were switched.

I took a nice 3 month or so break after the whole axiom thing but my reputation from that is still around so pvp on my prot warrior it is for now anyway.

[Bofadeez]

ok